If you are considering suicide here are two links to brief articles that can help you really think about what you are planning, and hopefully to reconsider. Please read at least one of these articles before taking this irreversible step.
If you prefer to talk to someone here are the numbers of crisis hotlines:
Suicide Hotline USA and Canada: 1-800-784-2433 or 1-800-SUICIDE
Talk USA: 1-800-273-8255
Military Veterans: 1-800-273 (8255) and Press 1
Spanish Lifeline: 1-800-273-8255 and Press 2
Trans Lifeline: 1-877-565-8860 (USA) 1-877-330-6366 (Canada)
Nacional de Prevencion del Suicidio: 1-888-628-9454